It's been too long since a day like today rolled around. It proved to me what I have thought all along. I do in fact miss you like crazy and for good reason. I'm so grateful to have you around. Even when you mention the guy I want to kill at times I overlook it because it is me who is with you. I may not be with you officially yet but I will do anything to get to that point. I have missed you like crazy and hope that we can have more days like today, yes awkward car rides and all. It seems like this relationship is similar to a train. It was chugging on a long full speed when someone in the station turned the tracks and set it barreling off into the abyssal maw of a volcano, but right when the worst is about to happen, the train is diverted back onto its original path. I know its a pretty interesting metaphor and might be exaggerated but at times I can be a jealous person. I openly admit to it and its a flaw Ill always have to work on. I also don't open up to people but that is a story for another day. Thanks for everything you really are the greatest. All stupid deviations aside, you do a hell of a lot for me and ill be forever grateful for it.
Forever Yours,
Haden James Goebel
