Today I realized that the culmination of everything I have done in my life these past nine months has all be towards one goal. That one goal meant more then anything. More than football. More than baseball. More than a lot of things. I realized that there are three important things in life. Love, Family & Friends, and yourself. For the longest time I believed that the most important thing in my life was myself, getting a chance to play big league baseball, becoming successful. I took you for granted, expecting you to be with me at all times, and neglecting you when I wanted to do something other then what I had expected of you for so long. I understand now that Love narrowly comes above family and friends on this list. I know that we both mean the world to each other and I know that your family and friends want whats best for you. I want whats best for you. I know that if I'm to ever be with you again I'll have to change things. I know I'm going to have to treat you like the world while also treating you like a friend. I feel like after deep contemplation and many talks with my family I feel like I can be that person. I know we both need to do our on thing and have our own lives because I feel the same way. However I dont want to without you. You have grown on me and while I know the word attached is thrown around a lot and sometimes in a negative way, I'm not attached. I'm in love, and with that said I don't want to see this end the way it is right now.
Forever yours,
Haden James Goebel
