As I waited in the parking lot to complete yet another task that was required of me today, a song that reminded me of you came on the radio. The song is Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls. It made me think of that days we spent in Zions, hiking, laughing, having a good time, enjoying nature. More importantly it reminded me of days when I treated you better. I want whats best for you. If that's not me then so be it. I realized that there are things more important then my personal comfort. For example right now im sitting on my laptop venting via the internet. Possibly the least productive thing on the face of the earth. However even though the space has given me time to hangout with my friends and reacquaint myself with my school and my friends. It's just not the same. It's very lackluster. Nothing is AS good as it was last year. My friends are the same. My schedule is a little hectic at times but even when I fill that void with my closest friends it still seems like I'm missing something. I don't know if you feel the same way. Its like eating the most deliciously fresh bagel on the planet, but when that bagel is gone and you are left with packaged mass produced bagel from your generic super market, its just not as good.
Forever Yours,
Haden James Goebel
PS. I realize that my bagel reference was probably the lamest thing on the planet, but I am in fact eating a bagel right now so it applies, because once these Einsteins bagels are gone, what else do I truly have?
